A One-Sided Battle by PEACEfulButterflEYES, literature
Literature
A One-Sided Battle
if i had the chance to tell you all the things you should have had the time to hear....
i'd tell you that you're an idiot for never hearing what i took the time to say. you're assuming everything about me. and what did i ALWAYS say about assuming things?
you'd say you're not assuming anything....
i'd tell you that you're wrong....
you're assuming that i wanted something more from you. you're assuming i cried because i was devastated and depressed about it. you're assuming that i wouldn't get it, that i couldn't possibly understand. you're assuming this is the right thing to do....and you're wrong.
if you would open up your eyes you
Forgive Me -Again- by PEACEfulButterflEYES, literature
Literature
Forgive Me -Again-
Forgive me for not knowing what to say
Forgive me for not knowing what to do
Forgive me for not wanting to
Simply forget about you
Forgive me for gazing out into the sky
Forgive me for wanting to learn to fly
Forgive me for limbing a tree
Just to get high
Forgive me again....
Forgive me for not knowing which way to go
Forgive me for crying
Forgive me for not knowing friend from foe
Forgive me for trying
Forgive me for being so lost and alone
Please forgive me for lying
Forgive me for losing, I've just given up
Please forgive me, I'm dying
Forgive me again....
Forgive me for not knowing what you said
Forgive me for not knowi
Good Monday Eve by PEACEfulButterflEYES, literature
Literature
Good Monday Eve
Falling rainbows break upside down
And pencils sharpen golden
The winter time has come and gone
But leaves sit on the ground....
The trees are fading, falling now
And ice has touched the sky
And when you wake with wide eyes
The night has stolen love....
The purple, deep, is lovely here
The time that passes now
The faces have the answers when
The world has lost its light....
The windows broken show now smiles
The wind slaps on the earth
Peace to you and listen closely
To the music and its God....
A One-Sided Battle by PEACEfulButterflEYES, literature
Literature
A One-Sided Battle
if i had the chance to tell you all the things you should have had the time to hear....
i'd tell you that you're an idiot for never hearing what i took the time to say. you're assuming everything about me. and what did i ALWAYS say about assuming things?
you'd say you're not assuming anything....
i'd tell you that you're wrong....
you're assuming that i wanted something more from you. you're assuming i cried because i was devastated and depressed about it. you're assuming that i wouldn't get it, that i couldn't possibly understand. you're assuming this is the right thing to do....and you're wrong.
if you would open up your eyes you
Forgive Me -Again- by PEACEfulButterflEYES, literature
Literature
Forgive Me -Again-
Forgive me for not knowing what to say
Forgive me for not knowing what to do
Forgive me for not wanting to
Simply forget about you
Forgive me for gazing out into the sky
Forgive me for wanting to learn to fly
Forgive me for limbing a tree
Just to get high
Forgive me again....
Forgive me for not knowing which way to go
Forgive me for crying
Forgive me for not knowing friend from foe
Forgive me for trying
Forgive me for being so lost and alone
Please forgive me for lying
Forgive me for losing, I've just given up
Please forgive me, I'm dying
Forgive me again....
Forgive me for not knowing what you said
Forgive me for not knowi
Just another lonely night, as I sit and stare,
At the picture of us, hoping you still care.
There's no escape from how I feel,
Don't tell me what's false, and what is real.
I can tell you I, still have wishes for the past,
Hopin that you and I, would forever last.
This is no illusion, just my everyday fantasy,
Anything is possible, when it comes to you and me.
CHORUS 1
We all have mistakes, we wish we'd never done,
But to you I guarantee, we were never one.
It's hard to believe, I know I should let go.
Nothin to prove, and got nothing to show.
But broken dreams,
And sweet nothings.
Remember all the stories, many years ago,
I h
Maybe it's the way that you smile.
Thought this would all be worthwhile.
I'd run years and for miles, just to talk to you.
I don't know what to do,
I say i'm done, I'm through.
Wish you could see my point of view.
Why do I come running back to you?
Why can't I learn? I let this fire burn.
I let it rise above. I thought it was love.
In time it only grew, to what I thought was true.
I was lied to. You were passing through.
These flames of trust and fate, were a huge mistake.
I tried to put it out, in this love drought.
But it filled the sky, and took my life.
These ashes burn, and always return.
I can't believe that I, thought yo
When it rains
My mind thinks of you,
And I stand out in the rain
Like we used to do
Because, when it rains,
I can almost see you,
And while the sky rains
My eyes do, too.
I look out my window as the sky cries a storm,
For years now Ive been waiting for my life to transform.
But I still remain a rain drop in this uncontrollable force.
Should I set my own path or let my life take its course?
CHORUS:
Ive had my share of cloudy days, that outline the skies,
Ive heard my share of thunder, like the never ending lies.
Ive been blinded by the lighting, like love, turned to hate,
Ive seen my share of falling rain, like the tears that cannot wait.
I sense the wind drawing nearer, trying to pull me away.
The burning heat tears at me, hoping my purpose will decay.
In the bitter co
Current Residence: south dakota, USA Favourite genre of music: Eclectic Operating System: mac Shell of choice: seashells Favourite cartoon character: Chicken Joe. Kougaiji. Louie. Personal Quote: absolutely not....
another trip to the cities. I had my doubts. Now I'm stoked. We'll see what the upcoming days bring. EXCITED....
and we're of!
-izzie
it feels good to be back in the cities again. it just lifts a terrible feeling off of my shoulders, and it feels amazing.
bought another beautiful pipe. so excited to break it in.
gonna get drunk and have a good time. then i'll get to see Katie tomorrow for brunch. :)
i got a hold of nate....and he claims he was going to let us hang out and catch up.... due to "phone problems", plans changed and he left earlier than expected. i'm trying to not be too worried about it. he talked to me....it's a step. i believe in second chances and i am trying to believe in him. so we'll see what this leads to.
it's good....
peace
-lizz
There's no light, there's no sound, hard to breathe when you're underground, can you hear me now?
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Brooke has told me that she thinks it's because he was not enough of a man to tell me that he had to go out of his way to find a reason to hate me just so he wouldn't have to be hurting himself. He was too afraid to except the fact that he was wrong and I did nothing, and the fact that he did like me bothered him. He couldn't accept that he had fallen again, and it scared him.
I believe that it could happen.
He had to search for a reason to hate me so that he could force us to say goodbye. He was just afraid. And he couldn't and sti